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Post by Kakashi on Sept 22, 2005 0:26:27 GMT -5
Meh.....*huggles.* I gots to go....I love you....And only you, mainly because there is nothing in this world worth loving, other than music and my cat....*huggles softly again.*
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Post by Shattered Memories on Sept 22, 2005 0:32:12 GMT -5
Awwww...okay..I love you too....heh..*huggles back*
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Post by Aimée on Sept 22, 2005 16:47:52 GMT -5
Awww... Poor Taddy... I love ya! You people should know that! *Feels left out*
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Post by Shattered Memories on Sept 22, 2005 17:21:14 GMT -5
We all luffles you Aimee!! And Tad too! ^_^
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Post by Kakashi on Sept 22, 2005 21:02:36 GMT -5
Yup....I hate today....boo hoo....*huggles.*
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Post by Shattered Memories on Sept 22, 2005 21:32:22 GMT -5
Aww..why do you hate today? *huggles back*
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Post by Shattered Memories on Sept 22, 2005 21:41:00 GMT -5
Aww...when did this happen? *huggles back and nuzzles* I hope you feel better..
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Post by Shattered Memories on Sept 22, 2005 21:47:53 GMT -5
Wow..
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Post by Shattered Memories on Sept 22, 2005 21:53:50 GMT -5
Wow as in your plan. O.O Wow..smart..
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Post by Shattered Memories on Sept 22, 2005 22:12:40 GMT -5
o.o Double wow..
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Post by Shattered Memories on Sept 22, 2005 22:27:24 GMT -5
Wow..how did you learn all this stuff..better yet..come up with it?
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Post by Shattered Memories on Sept 22, 2005 22:34:45 GMT -5
I....umm....I dunno exactly...oh well..nvm..
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Post by Shattered Memories on Sept 22, 2005 22:50:26 GMT -5
..Not at the moment, no. But, if I do come up with any I'll be sure to tell you. *smiles slightly*
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Post by Shattered Memories on Sept 22, 2005 23:23:46 GMT -5
*huggles and smiles at him slightly, trying to give him encouragement* (if that's how you spell it..)
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Post by Shattered Memories on Sept 22, 2005 23:52:50 GMT -5
I've had "friends" like that but...I..dunno what to say really...Not in a bad way..I mean...I do want to help you..I really do..And don't worry about dumping your problems on me, I can handle it..I..used to believe in God when I was younger..then when my Dad got arrested and was in jail...I slowly started to lose my faith in God..and then when my Dad had attempted to kill me in school..(middle of 6th grade..i'm serious..) i practically lost complete faith..and then my mom got all pissed off and stuff..threatening Children and Youth on me..the Police..and sending me to a foster family..my belief in God demolished...I'm not religous at all either..and I don't go to church..but..I just want to help you..I don't want to have to sit back and watch you suffer and sh*t.. and..I guess that is one way you could solve it..
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Post by Kakashi on Sept 23, 2005 0:01:32 GMT -5
Wowzah and holy bannanas...(i have to delete everything I've said, I'm afraid that people will take it the wrong way, it's helathy venting, but...)
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Post by Kakashi on Sept 23, 2005 0:03:22 GMT -5
That's horrible, I've never realized quite how bad it is for you...I feel sorry for you...*hugs.* I'm sorry, that's so horrible....
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Post by Shattered Memories on Sept 23, 2005 0:12:24 GMT -5
Lol. (okay.)
Yeah..but I live with it..I'll have to put up with it for 5 more years anyway..it's..okay*huggles back*
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Post by Aimée on Sept 23, 2005 19:55:49 GMT -5
Cami... You know.. You actually don't have to put up with it. Theres numbers you can call... The child help line. And whatnot... You've been abused, and they can't take away your rights as a citizen. They have to do something about it... Now I fear for YOU, as I fear for all my friends that have abusive parents.. And I also fear for me. My dad Mentally, Emotionally, and Verbally abuses me... Now I wait for the day when he actually strikes me... Though he does on occasion..
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Post by Kakashi on Sept 23, 2005 21:36:29 GMT -5
Hmmm...We all seem to have bad lives....We should do a mass suicide....It'd send showaves throughout the earth...
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Post by Shattered Memories on Sept 23, 2005 21:37:49 GMT -5
Yeah..that is an option..
Trust me..you never wanna get hit by your parent..or you'll end up like me..I hardly trust any and I mean any other person for that matter..You guys you, tad, justin and all are the only real people I can trust...cause..when you have parents like mine...all the bullshit that you go through..it leaves a scar...a scar you can't see..but so deep that it hurts..but, yet, you have to put up with it..because if you fight back..like I do..you have very minimum options...but I try..Tad and the few true friends I have are mostly all that's worth living for..so..yeah...you just can't ever give up...you gotta take the pain and live with it...it's the only way..and Tad and you guys..you help out alot...cause...I know..and hope..you guys will always be there for me...the same I will be there for you guys.....but..yeah......
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Post by Kakashi on Sept 23, 2005 21:45:12 GMT -5
You may be a sad little being, but when it comes down to it....You can make one hell of a speech.
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Post by distantmind on Sept 23, 2005 21:51:07 GMT -5
um... wow... that was deep Kaori... real deep.
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Post by Shattered Memories on Sept 23, 2005 21:53:04 GMT -5
Yeah...That's actually the only topic I can actually make a speech about since I've had experience with it I guess...I dunno...Little? I am..not little...I may be...not as tall but hey..I have anything, if anything, more than teens so ha.....lol...okay...forget I said that but yeah....I need some cheery uppy stuffs..
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Post by Kakashi on Sept 23, 2005 21:53:59 GMT -5
I'd need to kneel down to look you in the eye.
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Post by Aimée on Sept 23, 2005 21:58:43 GMT -5
I know I never want to get struck by my dad. I don't WANT to get abused. I don't think any of us do.. But... I don't really think we have THAT MUCH of a choice. Theres a few options, but most people are so self centered, they probably won't even care, however it is THEIR job TO care. You know what I'm saying? I fight back occasionally, but most of the time I actually listen to my dad's bullshit, and then when I go visit my mom, she becomes this THING that is yelled at by a 15 year old girl. I feel really bad, I don't mean to.. But my dad... He's... He yells for no reason. He gets pissed at shtupid little things... I betcha I know which one he'd get MORE PISSED AT: With a choice between, if I didn't call, or, if I got pregnant. He'd be REALLY pissed over both of them.. But he'd probably be more pissed about me not calling.. That's just how screwed up he is. When he gets drunk, he's a horrible person to be around.. This is where most of the physical abusiveness comes from.. But not all of it.... He likes to twist words on me, like he always threatens to kick me out of the house and make me live with my mother. When I actually packed my things to GO LIVE with her he started this rant and yelling and throwing everything away. He tried to take me on a guilt trip.. It's like, spoiling your child, and then yelling at him/her later for it. It- Ugh!... I don't trust people... But I'm somewhat gullibale with my friends. I don't trust my family. I loath my family. I yelled at my mom, grandma, and aunt jane because they spoil my 3 year old cousin, Lydia... She'll only eat if it's someone elses food, and she's so spoiled, it drives me nuts! I yelled at Jane and told her she's a bad mother, she's all "STOP ITTT!!"... But yea, I love my room. I talk a lot if around the right people. But I'm the one you'lll find sitting in the back of the class so she isn't noticed until she speaks up in one way or another. I'm a smart ass. And a lot of people mummble mean things about me when I speak my opinions in class. But hell. I don't care, it's stupid to care what THEY think. THEY don't even know me, I don't know them. But if they say something positive about me, I MIGHT take it into consideration... I have a few friends, a lot are agocentric. But oh well, I'm apt to listen to people complain. I might bitch but that just may mean you've complained a bit too much to me for your own good(aiming that at friend Sheila)... I love my friends. And my parents never tried to make me do sports, but my dad bitches at me cause I don't like football or baseball... I got off topic alittle.. But still...
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Post by Kakashi on Sept 23, 2005 22:01:27 GMT -5
I know I never want to get struck by my dad. I don't WANT to get abused. I don't think any of us do.. But... I don't really think we have THAT MUCH of a choice. Theres a few options, but most people are so self centered, they probably won't even care, however it is THEIR job TO care. You know what I'm saying? I fight back occasionally, but most of the time I actually listen to my dad's bullshit, and then when I go visit my mom, she becomes this THING that is yelled at by a 15 year old girl. I feel really bad, I don't mean to.. But my dad... He's... He yells for no reason. He gets pissed at shtupid little things... I betcha I know which one he'd get MORE PISSED AT: With a choice between, if I didn't call, or, if I got pregnant. He'd be REALLY pissed over both of them.. But he'd probably be more pissed about me not calling.. That's just how screwed up he is. When he gets drunk, he's a horrible person to be around.. This is where most of the physical abusiveness comes from.. But not all of it.... He likes to twist words on me, like he always threatens to kick me out of the house and make me live with my mother. When I actually packed my things to GO LIVE with her he started this rant and yelling and throwing everything away. He tried to take me on a guilt trip.. It's like, spoiling your child, and then yelling at him/her later for it. It- Ugh!... I don't trust people... But I'm somewhat gullibale with my friends. I don't trust my family. I loath my family. I yelled at my mom, grandma, and aunt jane because they spoil my 3 year old cousin, Lydia... She'll only eat if it's someone elses food, and she's so spoiled, it drives me nuts! I yelled at Jane and told her she's a bad mother, she's all "STOP ITTT!!"... But yea, I love my room. I talk a lot if around the right people. But I'm the one you'lll find sitting in the back of the class so she isn't noticed until she speaks up in one way or another. I'm a smart ass. And a lot of people mummble mean things about me when I speak my opinions in class. But hell. I don't care, it's stupid to care what THEY think. THEY don't even know me, I don't know them. But if they say something positive about me, I MIGHT take it into consideration... I have a few friends, a lot are agocentric. But oh well, I'm apt to listen to people complain. I might bitch but that just may mean you've complained a bit too much to me for your own good(aiming that at friend Sheila)... I love my friends. And my parents never tried to make me do sports, but my dad bitches at me cause I don't like football or baseball... I got off topic alittle.. But still... Except for some of it, you sound like me.
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Post by Aimée on Sept 23, 2005 22:06:50 GMT -5
Heh heh... Yup... Sometimes that's creepy and sometimes it's quite fasinating! Lol
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Post by Kakashi on Sept 23, 2005 22:08:09 GMT -5
Lol,yeah...The one part of the rotten banna story I told you, was after he shoved it in my face he kicked me in the jewels...Catch my meaning?
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Post by Aimée on Sept 23, 2005 22:10:54 GMT -5
Yea.. I catch your meaning... But OWWW... you didn't tell me that! Are you... Alright?
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