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Post by Kakashi on Aug 30, 2005 23:57:30 GMT -5
Apparently I don't eat much anymore, I have trouble sleeping, I hate everything, other than the computer, because, for reasons beyond my understanding everybody at my school hates me, and I'm always sad, or pissed. Am I depressed? I don't have suicidal thoughts, I don't cut myself, and I have friends.(Two, one turned out to be a backstabber, and the other is one of the invisibles.)
Yeah, a little, I was feeling sort of happy, but then something, like almost literally went ka- pow, and knocked me into sadness, and when someone was talking to me they were a little annoyed with me, and, it wasn't pleasant...I don't have "breakdowns" I suppose, it's just everybody hates me, and I go a little crazy sometimes...
yah...Speaking of houses sucking, it's also a problem, I don't know if my parents are trying to help me or hurt me, my dad always yells at me cause I don't want to get off the computer, and he has like serious anger managment problems...My mom is way over protective and yells at my dad, and most fights are about me, or what my dad's doing with me, how I'm being brought up, I just wish I could dissapear so they'd have nothing to argue about...I'm to much of a wuss to cut my wrists really, I want to die, but I'm afraid too...
My thoughts exactly...:Everyone at my middle school seems to hate me for one reason or the other and to today, I still don't know why. Maybe it's just because nobody seems to udnerstand my weird and "bizzare" humor or how I'm different and special. I act in a way that most if not anyone has really seen at my schools, so, they respond with meanness? I don't know, but, I do know I surely wasn't welcomed.
I've been having severe moodswings for the past year almost. I will get mad at no reason, I well then become sad or hyper just by blinking and I could become silent and thoughtless by clicking my mouse. As easy as that. I don't know what triggers it, but I haven't been able to keep a clear track of my emotions.
This is snippets of my conversation on GT, someone please read and tell me what you think...
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Post by Ruby on Aug 31, 2005 0:02:03 GMT -5
We shall talk about this. Tomorrow. In a nice, long, deep, discussion. 'Cause that's what friends do.
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Post by Kakashi on Aug 31, 2005 0:02:45 GMT -5
Except, I won't be here, until...I don't know, hopefully 5 or so...Okie doke, I'll count the minutes...
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Post by Ruby on Aug 31, 2005 0:03:50 GMT -5
Kay... ♥ I'll miss you very much.
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Post by Kakashi on Aug 31, 2005 0:06:33 GMT -5
Me too, I'll think of you to sleep...I love you...
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Post by Raven on Aug 31, 2005 12:03:31 GMT -5
er..?
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Post by Kakashi on Aug 31, 2005 12:07:13 GMT -5
That would be my GF.
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Post by Ruby on Sept 1, 2005 8:29:44 GMT -5
Waaah! I wasn't here yesterdaaaay! ...I had church.  ♥ I miss you Tadaroo. |
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Post by Raven on Sept 1, 2005 8:54:02 GMT -5
It doesn't help crying..... ^_^
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Post by admin1 on Sept 1, 2005 14:43:04 GMT -5
I wasn't here yesterday much either, I'm writing this at lunch, at my school, lol.
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Post by darktears on Sept 1, 2005 14:50:54 GMT -5
I only have time to say hi and chat for a couple mins cause I gotta do a bunch of homework and I have After School Distict Choir at 4:30-eastern time. So..HI!
And the thing I always say to everyone of my friends in school when I see them..
Hey! How ya doin'? How's life?! Doesn't it suck?!
lol
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Post by Ruby on Sept 1, 2005 17:04:00 GMT -5
It doesn't help crying..... ^_^ Yes it does. :D ♥ Cammers gets lots of homework in middle school already? Craaaap. |
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Post by Aimée on Sept 1, 2005 18:31:24 GMT -5
Apparently I don't eat much anymore, I have trouble sleeping, I hate everything, other than the computer, because, for reasons beyond my understanding everybody at my school hates me, and I'm always sad, or pissed. Am I depressed? I don't have suicidal thoughts, I don't cut myself, and I have friends.(Two, one turned out to be a backstabber, and the other is one of the invisibles.) Yeah, a little, I was feeling sort of happy, but then something, like almost literally went ka- pow, and knocked me into sadness, and when someone was talking to me they were a little annoyed with me, and, it wasn't pleasant...I don't have "breakdowns" I suppose, it's just everybody hates me, and I go a little crazy sometimes... yah...Speaking of houses sucking, it's also a problem, I don't know if my parents are trying to help me or hurt me, my dad always yells at me cause I don't want to get off the computer, and he has like serious anger managment problems...My mom is way over protective and yells at my dad, and most fights are about me, or what my dad's doing with me, how I'm being brought up, I just wish I could dissapear so they'd have nothing to argue about...I'm to much of a wuss to cut my wrists really, I want to die, but I'm afraid too... My thoughts exactly...:Everyone at my middle school seems to hate me for one reason or the other and to today, I still don't know why. Maybe it's just because nobody seems to udnerstand my weird and "bizzare" humor or how I'm different and special. I act in a way that most if not anyone has really seen at my schools, so, they respond with meanness? I don't know, but, I do know I surely wasn't welcomed. I've been having severe moodswings for the past year almost. I will get mad at no reason, I well then become sad or hyper just by blinking and I could become silent and thoughtless by clicking my mouse. As easy as that. I don't know what triggers it, but I haven't been able to keep a clear track of my emotions. This is snippets of my conversation on GT, someone please read and tell me what you think... I'm thinking your problems.. Your mood swings could be results of your body changing: physically, mentally, emotionally, and intellectually. You're in or getting to the adolescent stage of your life. You think everyone hates you and you're so lonely. But you're in.. Middle school? Most, to ALL, of the students in Middle School are bitchy, they repel from people they don't know. If someone says something or does something that irritates them in one way or another--no matter if they liked that person before--they will disown, or not acknowledge that they even know who you are. Alot of others go through the same problem. I know I did. Yea, I cut myself when I was in 8th grade, and I really regret doing that, to this day I still look back and wonder WHY I did it. The reasons are still unclear to me.. Anyway. Once you get to highschool, you'll come into contact with MANY new faces, and many old that you may not have seen for YEARS. So, don't stress about things right now... In high school, it gets better.... |
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Post by Kakashi on Sept 1, 2005 18:36:04 GMT -5
Suuuuure....
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Post by Aimée on Sept 1, 2005 18:42:00 GMT -5
Seriously!! It DOES! o.o Oh my Gawd! So far.. My two highschool years, are better than all my other school years... Yesh, I'mma sophmore for those who didn't know...
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Post by Kakashi on Sept 1, 2005 18:49:39 GMT -5
lol, and okay...
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Post by Aimée on Sept 1, 2005 19:11:17 GMT -5
*Wishes to shoot the dog outside that persists on whimpering obnoxiously, yet again...* -_-;; F-in dogs...
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Post by Ruby on Sept 1, 2005 23:09:42 GMT -5
Apparently I don't eat much anymore, I have trouble sleeping, I hate everything, other than the computer, because, for reasons beyond my understanding everybody at my school hates me, and I'm always sad, or pissed. Am I depressed? I don't have suicidal thoughts, I don't cut myself, and I have friends.(Two, one turned out to be a backstabber, and the other is one of the invisibles.) Yeah, a little, I was feeling sort of happy, but then something, like almost literally went ka- pow, and knocked me into sadness, and when someone was talking to me they were a little annoyed with me, and, it wasn't pleasant...I don't have "breakdowns" I suppose, it's just everybody hates me, and I go a little crazy sometimes... yah...Speaking of houses sucking, it's also a problem, I don't know if my parents are trying to help me or hurt me, my dad always yells at me cause I don't want to get off the computer, and he has like serious anger managment problems...My mom is way over protective and yells at my dad, and most fights are about me, or what my dad's doing with me, how I'm being brought up, I just wish I could dissapear so they'd have nothing to argue about...I'm to much of a wuss to cut my wrists really, I want to die, but I'm afraid too... My thoughts exactly...:Everyone at my middle school seems to hate me for one reason or the other and to today, I still don't know why. Maybe it's just because nobody seems to udnerstand my weird and "bizzare" humor or how I'm different and special. I act in a way that most if not anyone has really seen at my schools, so, they respond with meanness? I don't know, but, I do know I surely wasn't welcomed. I've been having severe moodswings for the past year almost. I will get mad at no reason, I well then become sad or hyper just by blinking and I could become silent and thoughtless by clicking my mouse. As easy as that. I don't know what triggers it, but I haven't been able to keep a clear track of my emotions. This is snippets of my conversation on GT, someone please read and tell me what you think... I'm thinking your problems.. Your mood swings could be results of your body changing: physically, mentally, emotionally, and intellectually. You're in or getting to the adolescent stage of your life. You think everyone hates you and you're so lonely. But you're in.. Middle school? Most, to ALL, of the students in Middle School are bitchy, they repel from people they don't know. If someone says something or does something that irritates them in one way or another--no matter if they liked that person before--they will disown, or not acknowledge that they even know who you are. Alot of others go through the same problem. I know I did. Yea, I cut myself when I was in 8th grade, and I really regret doing that, to this day I still look back and wonder WHY I did it. The reasons are still unclear to me.. Anyway. Once you get to highschool, you'll come into contact with MANY new faces, and many old that you may not have seen for YEARS. So, don't stress about things right now... In high school, it gets better.... Your body hurts because you're growing, not your emotions. People in high school usually are nicer though. And just because you're older doesn't mean you know any more than any of us. And yes, yes, we all know you're a sophmore, no need to rub it in. XD I just found out today one of my friends has cancer. Man, today sucked. Seriously. Talk to you all soon. |
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Post by Aimée on Sept 2, 2005 14:43:35 GMT -5
I'm thinking your problems.. Your mood swings could be results of your body changing: physically, mentally, emotionally, and intellectually. You're in or getting to the adolescent stage of your life. You think everyone hates you and you're so lonely. But you're in.. Middle school? Most, to ALL, of the students in Middle School are bitchy, they repel from people they don't know. If someone says something or does something that irritates them in one way or another--no matter if they liked that person before--they will disown, or not acknowledge that they even know who you are. Alot of others go through the same problem. I know I did. Yea, I cut myself when I was in 8th grade, and I really regret doing that, to this day I still look back and wonder WHY I did it. The reasons are still unclear to me.. Anyway. Once you get to highschool, you'll come into contact with MANY new faces, and many old that you may not have seen for YEARS. So, don't stress about things right now... In high school, it gets better.... Your body hurts because you're growing, not your emotions. People in high school usually are nicer though. And just because you're older doesn't mean you know any more than any of us. And yes, yes, we all know you're a sophmore, no need to rub it in. XD I just found out today one of my friends has cancer. Man, today sucked. Seriously. Talk to you all soon. Yea know what's strange about that whole thing? I thought the beginning message was from Ruby, then I realized it wasn't... I'm so glad I didn't say anything about menstruation or whatnot.. Lol. That would have been classic though. Hah. Anywho.. I know Rubes, I don't necessarily know any more than you guys do, but I do have some High School experience.. Sooo.. Just for "helping" or whatnot purposes... Ya know what I mean, yes? |
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Post by Ruby on Sept 2, 2005 23:58:05 GMT -5
Sure I understand. XDD But Vegas is very different than Ohio. And so is LA.
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♥ I miss you Tadaroo.