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Post by Kakashi on Sept 4, 2005 12:42:45 GMT -5
hmmmmm
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Post by Kakashi on Sept 4, 2005 12:46:00 GMT -5
I just feel like giving up again. Everything's going wrong. My friend's dying, I'm always trying to be happy and optimistic, but I'm not happy, and I'm just lost.. I try to make everyone else happy with being cheerful or hyper and it never works...There's always people who're depressed for no reason and take it out on other people, and it just nags the crap out of me...I'm lying to my mom who I love and if she finds out my lie she'll send me to boot camp because apparently I have attitude problems, and she'll throw me on the floor again and just hurt me with random objects. And some stupid thing, like Sky thinking I'm ugly, just friggen tops it all off, like he's the only fucking thing that's going wrong in my life...I promised myself I'd always be happy for other people and no one would be able to take my joy away but my promise is dying.. Well...I wish you'd tell me these sort of things, I always feel bad that I can't stay up to talk here, but fuck it, I have hateful parents. I'm sorry your sad, I am...But...I can't stand to see you so un happy, it's killing me Misty...
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Post by Aimée on Sept 4, 2005 14:13:42 GMT -5
I really don't know what to say here... Other than, depending on what you do, Life only gets better or worse... I can't believe you guys aren't even in high school yet and you think your life is SOO hard... Then again, I thought that too... I already told Kakashi this, but november 2003(I was in 8th grade) I used to slit my wrists... Never penetrated deep enough to seriously hurt myself.. But it drastically changed my life, and it haunts me forever... I look back on it now, and wonder WHY THE HELL I even DID that, it's SOO SHTUPID! Like the SHTUPIDEST thing next to commiting suicide...
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Post by Kakashi on Sept 4, 2005 14:45:45 GMT -5
Yah...Well, our lives are hard, you think you're such a know it all cause you're in high school, but whatever, our lives are just as tough as yours, maybe not the same amount of homework, but whatever!
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Post by Aimée on Sept 4, 2005 14:50:09 GMT -5
I never said I'm a know it all! I'm just trying to help. Jeeze, Tad... Just be lucky I'm not bitching at you guys to get over yourself, like I do to a friend IRL... The one that had to see a few different shrinks and attempted suicide God only knows, HOW MANY times..
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Post by Kakashi on Sept 4, 2005 14:52:59 GMT -5
Sigh...I'm just frustrated...Personal IRL reasons...
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Post by Aimée on Sept 4, 2005 16:01:48 GMT -5
I understand... I'm having some too..
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Post by Kakashi on Sept 9, 2005 22:09:50 GMT -5
So...
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Post by Aimée on Sept 10, 2005 10:07:43 GMT -5
Meh...
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Post by Kakashi on Sept 10, 2005 18:09:40 GMT -5
MEH MEH MEH.
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